Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Made it thru Monday

Hey-right now just want to share a poem--ME-i cant get to the real me because i guess i just cant see that the real me is who God intends me to be--He made me as a baby of folks who fell in love but thru the years came to fall so much back out of love--Yet i was there and saw it all and here today i stand, that person, warts and all because thats who i am--blame them, blame me, blame life it doesnt matter much to me, cause this is the here and now pretty much all it can be--but what if i decide to say no more then how can my life change, if just by doing certain things my life i could somehow rearrange-by setting myself up for better, would better things come about-or just sitting on my ass and wondering why i felt so left out-so get off my butt quit my whining-this is life now let things go-change can come-change will come this is my life now make it so-thanks for your support-trying to be that better person-cynthia

3 comments:

  1. Poems are good. They can be very therapeutic! If I were a country singer, I might try to make a song out of it! Good work!

    Blessings,
    Jack

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  2. glad to see you made it back,im here today and will be tomorow, dig deep and get some of it out, james

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  3. Say, that was a good poem. Glad you're able to express yourself and your feelings, as it will help as you strive to improve your life and learn to love yourself. I grew up with low self-esteem, and I know part of it was the criticism I had to take at an early age and then my parents divorce & my moms several marriages. So even though I didn't become an alcoholic, I still had to fight those demons of insecurity, and not having any confidence in myself. I think you are definitely on the road to recovery now, and I believe there are many of us who are praying for you and wanting the best for you. Hugs, Nancy

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